I thought of you today but that’s nothing new,i thought about you yesterday and the day before. For every day, good or bad you'll always be in my head dear. I hope you understand how i feel towards you Bhy. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. All this while i've tried my best not to make you mad at me, but i’m sorry if i had. I didn't have the intention to do that dear, u know that right?? But, even though you scold me, shout at me, show me attitude(when i do something wrong), i still love you Bhy!! I know you love me and I love you too Aur. U scared of losing me for the 2nd time, and I can see that you have change for the better. Hope this attitude will last forever. Not just for a few months or a few days. I hope that this relationship will be last long syg! You’re everything I need and everything to me. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. You always make me smile by being there beside me, holding on to my hand, hug me really tight before i reached my crib, share with me with your stupid jokes, the way you love to criticize on peoples, the way you love to speak like in the KL Drift 2 and your favorite word, 'FOLLOW3'. So cute of you Dear. I hope you know how much I really do care about you. Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist. There is a lots of reason why i love you so much bhy, but none of this words could really describe how much I LOVE YOU. I don't want to lose you for the 2nd time and i don't want your mistake to be happen again. And i can't wait to meet up with you because i miss you damn much dear!!
I LOVE YOU NASRON BIN B
Labels: Things have change for the better
Mit up wif my scandal, WanShah at my Void deck. Study with him at my garden. From 12 till 1pm, we only do 1 question and its damn difficult. Accompany wan till Ss, than we went to our separates ways. Scandal went to skool, while i went to mit up wif Moyang at her crib. Slacked at her crib for a while. Went to Kopitiam with Moyang. Slacked at kopitiam, had French Fries and we talked a lots. Especially about someone. *Cough2* Ard 3 plus, slacked at Moyang void deck, den we went to back to her crib for a few mins. Ard 5, mit up wif Mambang ( hahahx! sori eh de), slacked with him till 6. After that, accompany Moyang to Compass while Mambang mit his frenz. Walked2 around, den we went back home. Reached home ard 7 plus. :p
Yesterday spent time with Love at his crib. Before meeting him, had argument with this toyol, but end up we're fine. Mit up at his crib at 3pm. Watch 'KERAMAT' together, den ard 5 plus, went to his room to get prepared as i will be accompanied this toyol to his Dikir Training. Had another conflict wif Love. Kinda fuck up wif his attitude.. Went to Compass first, bought Ciggy den took bus 372, down to AVCC. Reached there, bought Mac. Watch Love training, den ard 10 plus, make a moved. Otw back, talked things out with Love. End up we're okey. Jyeah! Love sent me home. Slacked with Love for a while at 102B, than we make a moved. Reached home ard 11.15pm.Labels: Spent my time with you
H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y W.A.N.S.H.A.H
Bestie, Happy Sweet 16 Birthday!!! May your wish will come true aites!! Sori this year, there is no present for you. Tgh pokai ah Wan. And one more thing, sori i can't mit you to celebrate your birthday. Our plan mcm tak jadi nk celebrate kau nye birthday together.. but i hope you will have fun with your famili and oso your Hanisah love. ILY BESTIE! *wink*
Labels: Sweet 16
Mit up with Love at his crib ard 1 plus. Sori B, i dtg lambat. Watched KL Drift2 and V3 with his family. At 4 plus, had a nap with Love until 6pm..Washed up den siap2.. Walked wif Love till Bust stop. Love took 161 while i took 83. All the way text wif WanShah.. Reached home, had my Breakfast+ Lunch + Dinner!! Lapar gyler siak!!!!! So now, sitting in front of my com, update-ing my blog.... So yah, tmrw, there will be skool. Sumpah Malas nk gy, but Moyang ask me to go. As a gd frenz.. I will go, accompany my Moyang at class.. Wani, Irah, Ifah and Ika will not be coming to skool.. Sume case malas punye.. hahahx!
Yesterday went out wif Naim and Afad. Thx a lot to Naim cose u asked me out. =) Mit up at his void deck at 6 pm, and i need to wait for 30 mins!!! Aiyak! Menyumpah siak tgu srg2. -_-'..... Went to anchorvale, teman Naim maen takraw until 9.30pm, den i make a moved. Mit up wif Love at AVCC since on that dae he had his DK training.. Walked bck home with Love. Didn't really talk much.. I dunno why.. Went to his crib first since he want to put his 'Rebana', den he sent me home. Slacked with Love for a while, 11.15pm, make a moved.
10 August is still on. Remember what i've told you?? You promise me and u say you will change your behavior bcose you don't want to lose me and oso you want me trust you again. You better meant it. Aur ♥ Abby, Abby ♥Aur
♥AuraBby 10-August- 2009♥
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I'm sori, its the end of 10-Auguest-2009!!
Goodbye love.
Labels: i still love you dear
This will be my very last chance to you B, better make use of it if u don't want our 10-August-2009 end just like dat. I know u don't want it to happen, Same goes to me. But i just can't forget that you actually have the guts to do that. I know u feel hurt wen i'm giving you attitude, delete our pic at your hp and also i ask for a break up. I can see it from your face. You promise me dat u won't do that again and u promise me dat u will try to forget abt her. I hope u meant it about your promises. I don't want an empty promises again dear. If i find out that u didn't keep your promises, den i'm sori, i guess i have to let you go...Thx to those who cheer me up. I love you guys!! muack!
Moyang(yanny)
I've read your post. Aww, so swit of you Moyang. Jyeah, thx aites. I will stay strong. But its take time babe. And yup, i will forgive him, but i won't forget after what he have done to me babe. I guess u shld noe how i feel rite??? I love u Bestie, yanny!!!WanShah(Bestie since sec 1)Wan, thx cose u have been there wif me. U are the first guy and the first person to noe abt dis cose u were otf wif me wen all of dis were happen. And its abt 1am plus. U were there wif me up till 2am plus. U keep on asking me if I'm alright. U care about me even though u have problem wif Hanisah. Thx Wan! U keep on asking if I'm alright for the past 2 days. U ask me to call u. Abt me and Aur, things are getting better wan, *wink*.. Aniwae,Wan, sori aites i've been M.I.A from u since the dae i staed wif Aur. I noe i have been ignoring u for the past few mths. We are not like we used too. I'm sori aites. But no matter what, u are still my Best Buddy guy. Remember wen we used to hang out together?? Took pic together until almost everyone though you and me were couple?? Hahahahx! I mish you bestie, MUHAMMAD FARIDZWANSHAH BIN I... Hope u and Hanisah are getting better. Be strong aites, like me. *wink*
IkaToraSetan
Babe, thx aites for everything, the cigarettes, your ears, your hug, your words. Its reali make me better. Thx for your time yesterday. U called me wen i was crying and ask to mit up since u noe i'm feeling down. Sori cose of my ugliness crying. I noe its look bad. Hahahx! U sacrifice your time just for me. So swit dear!! I love you Bby Ika!! Aniwae, i'm sori cose u and Didi fought bcose u mit up wif me. =(
WaniTiara
Wani, thx for the advise aites yesterday. i reali appreciate it alots. u ask me to stay strong. I will Bhy. U noe i will do dat right. Even though we are not dat close animore, but u still be there wif me. I reali touch wif dat Wani. Jyeah, i'm gonna be strong. Its just take times. I love you Wani!! And its gd to see dat You, Irah and Ifah are getting back together. Do hold on your friendships aites. Afterall, its just a misunderstanding dat going on between u and them. And, stay strong abt your problems. I noe u are a strong girl babe. Cheer up aites. Love you Babe! muack
Darlink Azirah Drew
Darlink!!! I mish you tau!! do u noe dat??? hahahx! jyeah, i've read your blog. Huahuak! Thx cose u want to cry with me... So swit of u bhy!! But Never mind Dear, i noe u have your own problems. I will handle dis alone. I'm strong. I noe i am.. Its true that dis is not gonna be easy for me, after 9 mths plus being with him, and now then i noe everythings.. But i'm giving him the last chance cose that the oni things dat i cld do right now. Aniwae, since u oredi promise me dat one dae we will be going out, u better meant it aites Bhy!! I love you Darlink!!
Ezza Emalina
Hey Babe, i've read your blog. Its gd to hear dat u and Yeye are getting better. Both of you decided to ignore Aur. Criously, You and Yeye deserve to be together. Both of you look swit couple...Hope both of you last forever aites Bby???
And Ezza, the post u wrote abt me...
Its not your fault Ezza, its mine. I was the one being to stubborn to get myself in a rlshp wif Aur. Do u still remember the day you chat wif my sis at msn?? After you broke up wif aur.. And u were giving advise to me..Actually, I was there with her and i've seen your conversation with my sis. U see, after u give me all the advise, i still refuse to listen to you because on that of point time, I deeply in love with Aur. And i'm sori cose i've destroyed your rlshp wif Aur ... I noe its my fault.. I shld have not done dat. Abt the problem going on with you, me and Aur.. i understand your situation why u didn't tell me in the first place abt aur. U don't have to feel guilty about this aites. Jyeah, i'm gonna be strong. I noe i can do it. Thx for everything. I own u a lots Ezza. =P
Kak Farah
Kak, I know dat you are angry wif Aur right now cose after what he have done towards me and Ezza. I know u want me to break wif Aur, after what he have done. But i'm sori sis, i can't do dat. I noe u want the best for me. U don't want me to get hurt more.. But i reali can't break wif Aur. I still love him sis. I reali nid him to be here wif me. I give him the very last chance to change his behavior and he said he promise.. Sis, I'm sori cose i did not listen to your advise. You may call me anitink u want, but i reali hope u cld understand my situation right now. Thx cose u have been text-ing me for the past few days to just know how's my condition. I LOVE YOU KAK FARAH!!!
I’m sure all of you are aware that starting from today certain things in my life have changed. At times I asked myself, why does this always happen to me? What did I do to deserve all this? Where did I go wrong? Just when I thought I could finally settle down, it turned out to be the otherwise. From the very start, I’ve seen it coming through thus I was mentally prepared for this. However, I’m not emotionally prepared. But I decided to just give you a chance. Why? Because I trust that you were going to get rid of your “old” behaviour. Because I told myself maybe I should stop being too afraid and traumatized by the past experiences. I thought you could prove me wrong, unfortunately you failed. I should have trust my instincts better. Now I know the reason why you’ve been so cranky lately. Now I know the reason why you were behaving so strangely these days.. But despite all that, I don’t blame you. When I tried putting myself in your shoes, I comprehend how you felt. Your mind was in a whirl, I know. But have you ever thought that perhaps you shouldn’t have even asked me to be your girlfriend in the first place. Because all along, it wasn’t only me who’s on your mind. I’m sorry bcose i'm showing you attitude, I just couldn’t help it. What’s the point of being together when your heart is still with her? What’s the point if it’s only me who’s trying? Its useless.
Hey, you know what? Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. Because if I didn’t found out last two days from your Ex, things will get worse in the long run and I might get hurt even more. And also because I was kept in the dark about this. Thank you for your love. Thank you for all the sacrifices. Thank you for the treats. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for showing me how to love once again. Thank you for the bittersweet memories. Thank you for everything.
It sucks that I feel unappreciated, it sucks when I felt like my presence were being taken for granted, it sucks that everything I do reminds me of you, it sucks that I have trouble sleeping at night. Forgive me if I always caused you so much heartaches, forgive me if I am always clumsy, forgive me if I always made you mad.
Everyone’s telling me to hang in there and everyone is expecting me to be strong. I don’t know if I can do it this time round, I really don’t. Thank you to those who sincerely care, thank you to those who text me just to ask if I’m okay, thank you to those who comforted me especially Kak Farah, Kak yana and Ezza ( hope u and yeye will be fine). Really appreciated it.I hope I can be back to normal. I fell so hard this time round, I need time to pick myself up. I hope I can do this by myself. I might need some motivation from my friends, that’s all. My heart is aching real bad, no one knows how hurt my heart cries out. Even though words can never bring me down easily, remember that I’m still a human with feelings afterall. My heart is delicate.
I can’t deny, I still love you the same Nasron :(
I HATE THIS FEELING. EVERYTHING SEEM TO SCREW UP!!
THIS SHOULD NOT BE HAPPENING!! WHY EVERYTHING GOES WRONG BETWEEN YOU, ME, HER AND HIM??? IZZIT BECOSE OF ME??? FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
Yes, i did mit up wif you since i need to clarify somethings. You did cheer me up, but still i can't forget what u have done to me. You did say sorry a lots of time, i really do want to forgive you, but somehow, wen everytime i look at you just now, its remind me of you and her... The time you msg her and oso the feelings you have for her up till now...Something that would never be erase from my mind boi. What u have did to me criously hurt me deeply. I'm sori if the outing just now, i didn't talk dat much wif you. Yes, i can see dat u did your best to talk wif me, and tried to make me forgive you. I can't denied that you are very loving just now I dunno.. Shld i trust you again?? Shld i give u another chance??? I may be giving u another chance, but I'm scared things will never be e same like how we use to be...My trust towards you have gone a little bit and same goes to my feelings... I've already gave you alots of chance since the beginning.... But u just taking advantage with it...And dis time, i guess, dis is e worst of all...I guess.. I will forgive you. but its take times.. I'm sori..Aniwae, thx for today outing.Labels: Its take time for me to forgive you
First off all, i reali want to thx to 'E' cose u told me e truth. If u didn't tell me, i guess, up till now, i won't get to noe e truth. I reali own u alots...Thx babe...'A':
U totally dissapoint me. I don't reali get it, why must u did dis to me wen actually all dis while i reali luv u alots. U mean everything to me.
U are my first guy dat i cld last long up till now, and a lots of my secrets i've told u...
But u crush it just like dat.
Just now, somehow, i have dis feeling dat i want to drop by your Ex blog.
So wen i view her blog, she did post something, i guess its abt us..
So i chat wif her through Fb, And yes! she told me everything!!!!
All dis while, u contact wif her behind my back. Whats wrong wif you??
You hate it wen i text wif other guys, but why did u do dat to me??? For revenge???
Just now, I text u cose i need to noe everything.
At first, u told me dat u didn't text wif her. U keep on denied..
But wen i keep on asking you, at last u did own up!
U told me u did contact wif her behind my back.
All dis while u have been deleted your msg wif her before u mit up wif me.
Wah, how brilliant is your brain is. Criously!!
When just now, i asked u dis question, 'Do u still love 'E'? and u reply,'Ya, and e same time i love u...' U said dat i didn't make my effort to make your heart to love me fully.. So its my fault??? I'm sori if I've fail my part to be your Good GIRLFRIEND. I fail to make u love me whole heart... I reali a bad gf. i noe.... U don't deserve me 'A'
But the most dissapointed ans from u is wen, U said dat u stead wif me cose 'E' already attached and dats the reason why u stead wif me...
I never thought u cld said dat to me Boi!!!! I thought all dis while, u reali love me..
But no!! That is not true!! U still love your Ex!!!!
I actually crying rite now bcose of u..Its reali break my heart..
i noe its not worth it since u oredi fooling ard wif my feeling.
Plz, just let me go!! I'm sori if i have to ask for a break.
But I don't want to be the third party.. I still love u 'A' no matter what happen... But Since u still love her.. just go for it Boi..
Criously, u reali a nice guy dat alwaes tried to make me happy even though we fough alots.
Thx cose u have been wif me for the past 9 months plus.
Thx for letting me to enter in your heart and your world..
Thx for giving me e chance to be your GF since u noe dat i like u from long time ago..
U know me e best... U reali do 'A'... There is a lots of memories between u and me.. Sweet and bitter... But i guess. Its time for us to go separate waes...
Follow your heart boi.. U do love her.. just wait for her aites if u reali love her..
If she were meant to be yours, one dae she will come back to u..
But if not, and if u have fallen for other girl..
Den i reali hope u cld take care of her..
Wat i mean, reali do take care of her.. Don't make your stupid mistake again like how u did to me and oso 'E'...
Do take care of yourself 'A' especially when u are inside your camp. U easily fall sick. I don't want anitink happen toward you...
How i wish, all dis thing never ever happen before..
Labels: Thx for those memories...
Criously, dis week Saturday, totally a BORING day!!!! Didn't get to meet up wif Love. Last mins he need to help his father. Help out wif 'Cuci pinggan' at Serangoon. Haish.. Will oni meet up wif Love tomorrow morning. So basically, last Thursday and dis following week is my Mid-Year papers. So good luck for me and my friends. =)Thursday had my Ss Paper and also Malay paper2. Did quite well with both papers.Friday had Eng paper 2 and Geo. I screwed up wif Geo paper and all thx to my stomach. Dis whole week my stomach reali make me fuck up. Didn't went to doctor since its quite okey right now. So yesterday, mit up wif Ika. Mit her at RM den slacked at her crib. Use her comp, chat wif Ididos and Bby Azirah. Ard 6 plus, Love text me said dat his on his wae back home...So mit up wif love at his void deck. Reached his crib, love order Pizza Hut, den he had his shower and get prepared. Went to RM, withdraw and bought drinks. Went back to his crib, slacked and had pizza wif his family. At 10.15pm, make a moved. Mit up wif ika for a while. Took my wallet from her since i forget to put it inside my beg and oso borrow umbrella from her since its drizzling.
After dat, Love sent me home. Had so much fun talking wif him even though we didn't do much. Talking wif him for a few hours reali make my day. I love u Aur!!
helluuuuu , azirahh here ppl ! (:
biha ask me to help her update . so yeahh ..
i have no idea what to post aboutt actually .
well , since its exam period .
i wouldd like to sayy , gdluckk & all the best for your exam darlingg !
the latest thingg tht she told me is tht shes at ika's house right noww .
i guess shes having fuun now . (:
so yeahh . just a short one .
bhy , i love youu ! ((:
biha & aur forever ♥
Just came back from skool. In the morning, went skool wif Tasha, Ika, Yanny and Eimah.
Skool as per normal, but a little fuck up. Haish..But everything seem okey rite now. =D. After skool, mit up wif my mom outside my skool. Went home wif Moyang and my Mom. Mummy treat me and Yanny Ice-cream. *wink* Reached home, use laptop till now. =D
& Thx Ika, Ifah and Azirah cose you wish me. Especially AzirahBby, Thx for the hug! Syg kau manyak2! Muack!
Partly its my fault cose i say dat, but i just wanna u to noe how i feel wen every time u do dat to me. Especially wen just now u throw the bottle at me. Wat i mean at the table. You feel hurt wen i do e same thing to you, but wen u do dat to me, do u ever thing of my feelings??? No rite??? Its hurt alots!! Deeply hurts, but i always keep it to myself cose i don't wanna argue wif you over a small ting.U are reali a gd frenz, dat alwaes make me laugh, but there are times wen u hurt me alots wif your action, but u just didn't realise it.. Haish..I'm sori.. I love you babe!
Happy 9 Months Dear!Our love is the long lasting kind. We’ve been together quite awhile.I love you for so many things, Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile.
You accept me as who i am, I can relax and just be me. With you, there’s nothing to resist. You’re irresistible to me. I’m drawn to you in total trust, I give myself to you willingly. Your sweet devotion never fails. You view me with a patient heart. You love me, dear, no matter what. You’ve been that way right from the start.
Those are just a few reasons why i’ll always love you like I do.
We’ll have a lifetime full of love and it will happen because of you.
Labels: Love love love
We were just together this morning, but i hate the way i am feeling right now coz our moment of togetherness is gone. You went home and so do i. And now, i am feeling so much lonely and i’ve been thinking bout the way you talk, move, smile, laugh and everything.. I am missing everything about you so much and i really want you to be here with me this time. I guess this is what true love is.. It’s the way how you miss a person though you’ve just seen another a few hours back. Missing him the way as if you never seen one another for a long time.
And now, i am crying coz i want you here beside me. I want to spend this moment lying in your arms and laughing endlessly with you.. Baby, i miss you so much and i am happy coz i’ll be seeing you by tomorrow, but it seems like tomorrow is still a hundred days.. i really want to be with you now. Missing you makes me cry :(
Labels: e dae u will be booking in, Twmr
In the morning, mit Love at his crib, as usual. Fuck up wif Bby for a while cose of misunderstanding. Haish!! And Thx to Moyang cose u try to help me wif Love. =DSlacked at Love crib, watched T.V with his Family. Around 5 plus, slept wif Love. Dua2 ngatok gyler babs!! Waked up ard 6 plus. Had dinner wif Love, den slacked2 wif Love. At 8.45pm, went to Love room, slept like pig till 9.45pm. Bby disturb me cose he want me to wake up. Haish. Wash up, den Bby sent me home. Before dat, slacked wif him at 103. 10.45pm, make a moved.
Jufri, Ex kush =D
First off all, i want to wish to my Jufri Ex, Happy Birthday Yg ker 16 Years Old!!!May what u wish come true aites!!!Tc of yourself k Jufri! =DAziRahBbySygKush!
Bhy!!, so swit pasal kau update aku dkt blog kau. Hmph!! Tersenyum lebar aku.. HehheThx eh kau care pasal aku. Abt aku and Aur, aku akan strong k???Aku akan slalu tgu dier..Mayb aku feel lonely, dats y perasaan aku gytu mcm. But now, u don't have to worry. I will stay strong , love him like i alwaes do and Wait for his book out. =D I love you lah Bhy!! Muack3!!! *wink*Labels: Thx Azirah for your post
At this point of time, i can say that i am always happy whenever you are with me and i am so damn missing you every time the day is about to end and we are about to go home. I enjoy your company so much that every time we are together, time past really fast. Every second with you, is a laughter and it’s bringing me so much fun. I really learned to live my daily life with you. But there is one thing that i am afraid off. I am afraid that one day, those lips of yours will no longer kiss me. Your gentle touch will be given to other ladies and they will feel how secured they are. I hate to think that your eyes will adore somebody and not mine. I hope this would not happen and i would really never allow DESTINY do that to us.
I just want you to be mine forever and i want to own you always.
Rite now, having my EBS and its free periods until 10.30am. Tomorrow will be my English and malay paper 1! Gd luck ah Abby!! Wooooohooo!!!! Hmph!! Aniwae, in the morning, someone text me. For e first time, i didn't felt anitink. All dis while, wen he text me, i will be damn fucking happy, but just now.. haish.. i don't noe wats wrong with me....
So yah, just forget it Abby... Tink Positive aites!!! =D
And and and!!! thx Bby Azirah for cheering me up! Luv kau lah!! *hug and kisses* Muack!!!!!!!!!
Labels: Do i still love u??
Time check, its oredi 9.41pm and Bby ♥ still haven contact wif me since just now. Fuck up man! Haish! B, plz contact wif me a.s.a.p! I mish you damn much! I mish your hug, your kiss, your warm, your laughter, your bodowness, your gylerness and everything abt you!!
I want you to be here wif me, beside me! Why izzit, time past reali slow wen you are not ard??
But time past reali fast wen we were together?? Criously, its not fair!! Argh!!!!
Labels: God, plz make me strong
Dis is my 2nd post for today. hahahx! Sori, lack of picture, so i just used dis pic. hehe! *wink*Actually i shld be miting Moyang at her crib, do our hw together, but she seem tired and i guess, she reali nid to rest. Erm.. Get well soon Babe! So i will just be sitting at home. Will do my hw a.s.a.p den i reali nid to revise my works. Exam will be stating dis Friday. Wish me good luck peoples!! *muack!* One more thing, i will not be updating my blog dat much. Will be buzy wif my exam. =DPS/: I mish Aur damn Much!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See ani difference?? Innocent rite my face wen i were in sec 1 and sec 2??? Cute man!!! I've got nth better to do, so yah...heheh! =D
'Time past really fast when we were having fun together rite Syg??? Its feel that we just met and we still need time to spent together, but our situation doesn't let that happen...If oni i have a wish, i wish i cld stay beside you all the time..Maafkan i k syg..."
♥ said dis to me.. Haish..Sedih siak!!! Now, luv on his wae to his camp. B, tc of yourself aites. Mit you next friday k b? *hug and Kisses* Muack!
Okey, so basically, today mit up wif ♥ ard 1 plus at his crib.. Went to Changi village wif ♥, his parents and Dina. Had our lunch, ard 4 we make a moved. reached ♥ crib, siap2 den walked wif ♥ towards the bus stop. ♥ took 161 and i took 83... Reached home, use comp and updating my dead blog! Currently chatting wif Pipit... =D
Labels: Time past reali fast wen we having fun together...
I thought of you today but that’s nothing new,i thought about you yesterday and the day before. For every day, good or bad you'll always be in my head dear. I hope you understand how i feel towards you Bhy. This isn't just a joke or a silly lie. All this while i've tried my best not to make you mad at me, but i’m sorry if i had. I didn't have the intention to do that dear, u know that right?? But, even though you scold me, shout at me, show me attitude(when i do something wrong), i still love you Bhy!! I know you love me and I love you too Aur. U scared of losing me for the 2nd time, and I can see that you have change for the better. Hope this attitude will last forever. Not just for a few months or a few days. I hope that this relationship will be last long syg! You’re everything I need and everything to me. You know exactly who you are and what you want to be. You always make me smile by being there beside me, holding on to my hand, hug me really tight before i reached my crib, share with me with your stupid jokes, the way you love to criticize on peoples, the way you love to speak like in the KL Drift 2 and your favorite word, 'FOLLOW3'. So cute of you Dear. I hope you know how much I really do care about you. Every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist. There is a lots of reason why i love you so much bhy, but none of this words could really describe how much I LOVE YOU. I don't want to lose you for the 2nd time and i don't want your mistake to be happen again. And i can't wait to meet up with you because i miss you damn much dear!!
