I wonder if you still do remember our AuraBby, 100809?
Do you still remember how the first time we met, how the first time you contact with me and how the first time you ask me to be a part of your life, share our joys together? Hahaha! I still remember those days even if you didn't remember about it. I bet you don't, but its ok. I'm not mad at you. :)
Do you know how much i miss those days when we used to be so sweet and loving, jokes with each other and tease around with each other even though we fought a lots. We trust each other so much until we didn't expected something bad could happen towards us in the future. We always hang out together, spend our time mostly on us. 24/7 we will msg with each other even though how busy we are.
But now, do you see any difference how we treat each other now and how we used to be? Its totally big difference. We not like we used to be. We started to drifted apart. No more, sweet and loving, no more jokes around and no more tease with each other. All of this happen due to that thing.
FYI, i still do still wants you. Sometimes, i will ask myself, what really happen between us until our rlshp end up to be like this. Who's fault is it? Is it me? Cose i'm to soft-hearted until you went over my limit?
Everything seem to end up soon. Real soon i guess. In the future, there will be no more, AuraBby, 100809. But no matter what, it will always be in my heart. I just wish i could have the old you. The old NASRON. I miss him so much.
I do miss us
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
*Bantal bucuk Bby*Nyahaha! Seriously i'm bored like fuck. I've got nothing to post. Bye! :)
Siti Bby kush
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Siti Sayang!! HAPPY BELATED 17TH BITRTHDAY!! I love you so much bby!Bhy! You know how much i love you rite?? Do you know that i didn't expected we could be close with each other. Cause i still remember those days went the first time we meet up. You didn't like me due to my 'SOMBONG' face. Nyahahahha! We didn't expect that we could be this close. But alhamdullilah, we are the most rapat. Heheheh! Bby, i love you sayang! Last long with your boifie aites. Muack!
Assignment with Siti
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Today meet up with Siti and Irsyad. Do our assignment, which we though we could finish it up by today. But we are so wrong. We haven't touch on the power point slide. We're only do on report. I swear, Me and Siti were struggling doing it. Haish. Good luck ah, monday we need to pass up, but we're just half way done. -_-'Anyway, Sorry Ifah and Syahirah cause i couldn't make it. Sorry that i didn't join you girls, slack at Tampines with the rest. Next time. :(
1 year 8 months
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I guess, everything are back as per normal. Even though i know, you're still with your own world. But i try my best to forget about it and just move on with my life as per normal. I know, peoples just want the best for me, but its hard for me to move on with other person. He know me the best. I just hope that, one day, he will see how much i have sacrifice for him all this while. I'll believe that, one day he will regret doing all this things toward me even though I'm not sure when will that day come. Anyway, HAPPY BELATED 1 YEAR 8 MONTHS DEAR. :D Thanks for couple t-shirt and the body spray. :DCrying is the thing i could do
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
For the first time in my life, I'm not sure with myself. I'm not sure if i making the right decision or the wrong decision. Everything seems to be complicated. Its hard to pretend as if I'm a strong girl. April seems to be a bad month for me. You did something foolish that make me hurt a lots of times. What's the point having me in your life if you already started to contact with other person? You told me it's for the future if one day both of us went to our separate ways. When i asked for a break up, you didn't want to let me go. But why? If you already started to think about the future, might as well you just let me go now. Why can't you see I've been giving in a lots of time. Lots of tear I've been cried because of you. Your behavior. I used to think that you have totally changed. You're not like you used to be, but i guess I'm wrong. You have been doing a lots of shit behind my back. You have lied to me all this while. When the first time i caught you by having another Facebook account and you added all girls, i did ask for break up and you insist of not breaking up with me. And you promise me that you will delete it. And i trust you again which i should not. Yesterday, i do check that account if you have deleted, but you didn't. You still kept it and you keep on adding girls at your another account. Why can't you see that I'm hurt? Can't you see I'm suffer? Every night I've been crying thinking about this. I'm not strong enough to face all this. Yes indeed i may be laughing with you and smile when I'm with you, but deep in my heart, i feel like i want to cry. Why am i born with a soft-hearted person? I'm bruised!Friday, April 1, 2011
What you did to me seriously hurt me. I feel like i want to shout out loud. I wish you could see how much i'm hurt. I wonder, how long i'm gonna stay strong. I know i'm not a strong girl, but i have to pretend that i am. How long do you want to continue with those game? How long you going to pretend in front of me? How am i suppose to trust you again? Yes, i still love you, like the first time we get to know each other. The feeling is still the same. But i want to ask you, do you still have the same feeling like i do?
