Sometime i ask myself, what did i do to deserve this? Am i to stupid enough to be in this kind of situation? I never ask to be like this, i never ask myself to make me suffer everyday. But i know, im the one who want to be in this kind of situation. I can't denied the fact that actually i want someone better that could take care of me, take care of my heart, sincere with me and never cheat behind me. The feeling of want to let you go, but i just can't do it. I don't have the guts to do it. I don't want to regret in the future. I know it's a good thing to let you go, to let you have fun with your life. So that i can have the dream guy that i want, but i know i just can't!! You know, when you really love that person, no matter what he did to you, all those lies, those sweet talking, those shits, you still want to be with him. And all because of one thing. One thing that he had take away from you, and you know you will never get it back. Because of this thing, you try your best to hold on to him . You try to put away all he's negative attitudes. Haish, if only times past back the 3 years ago... Hate this kind of situation.