That very first day that we met. Its a feeling I'll never forget. All the experiences that we've shared, I knew right away that you were rare. You see, it's hard to find a someone like you, Usually they're too good to be true. Though I should've entered with more ration, But with you I felt so much passion. I wish those things had never happened. It feels as though my love's been abandoned. All I wanted was to make you happy, so why is it that I have to feel so crappy? I want nothing more than for us to move on, But it's so hard now that the trust is gone. I want to get past this, I really do...What can I do to make you be true? My love for you is like an undying flame. And I once wished for our love to remain. You hurt me that night, you need to know what you did to me. And I need you to know that I can forgive. But I'm really struggling with trying to forget, Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.Attitude that will never be changed
Sunday, February 28, 2010
That very first day that we met. Its a feeling I'll never forget. All the experiences that we've shared, I knew right away that you were rare. You see, it's hard to find a someone like you, Usually they're too good to be true. Though I should've entered with more ration, But with you I felt so much passion. I wish those things had never happened. It feels as though my love's been abandoned. All I wanted was to make you happy, so why is it that I have to feel so crappy? I want nothing more than for us to move on, But it's so hard now that the trust is gone. I want to get past this, I really do...What can I do to make you be true? My love for you is like an undying flame. And I once wished for our love to remain. You hurt me that night, you need to know what you did to me. And I need you to know that I can forgive. But I'm really struggling with trying to forget, Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.Get well soon Bby!!!
Friday, February 26, 2010
Hey3!! Sorry that I've been M.I.A for a while. Been stressed up with problems that been going on and almost break up with Aur. But thanks god that we settle our problems in a calm ways. I love u so much dear!!*hug and kisses*
Todae went to Anchorvale Park cose my school had an event at that place. Waked up around 5 am and get prepared. Mit Bby at my void deck around5.45am. Had our breakfast at kopitiam. Belanja Bhy Prata. Hahhax! Ard 6,45am, mit up wif Yanny. Maked a moved and walked all the way to Anchorvale Park. Bby went home. Reached there ard 7.45am and we were late. Went to our class place. Had our national anthem and then the event start. Me and Yanny didn't run, we just sat around and laughed at someone. Text with Bby, and how sad it is when bhy told me that he sick. Haish. After the event, went back with Ada and Yanny. Took 83 and i alight at Compassvale bus stop.
Went to Bby crib,slacked with him till 3 plus. Haish, kinda sad looking at Bby condition. Went home alone since Bhy didn't sent me home. Never mind, understand Bby!!!
*Bhy, harap2 u cepat2 sembuh k?? And jagan salah kan diri u pasal i sakit.. I LOVE U AUR!!*
Tc and Goodbye
I miss this friend of mine. I'm used to be close with her. We always went out together, do things together, share about our secrets and also our problems. When every time i had problems, she will always let her ears to listen to my problems. She will tried her best to cheer me up with her stupid jokes, her loud laugh and also she will told me about this person which me and her used to admired.
I still remember those times when every time i went out with her. Went to town to look at those hot2 guy(wen i'm still single), rilex our mind and also criticize on peoples. And also i used to go to her place and study for our test. Okey, Faked!! Actually our main reason to look at that 'person'. We waited one whole day at the void deck just to see him. Hahahax! Sanggup kan kita? Jyeah.!*wink*
But now, everything is gone. No more town, No more going out wif her, No more slacked at her void deck. Everything happen because of me. I'm the one who maked us drifted apart. All thanks to my attitude. Since the day that i attached, we didn't spent time together. I busy with my own things and she also busy with her own things. No matter how busy she were, she would tried her best to ask me out, so that we could spent time liked we used to be. But i always keep on cancel our plan. All this while she started to piss off with me, but i didn't know. Until one day, i really make a big MISTAKE and she told me how angry she were with me.
We fought with each other and we almost break our friendship. But thanks god that she forgave me. But somehow, i could see that she still angry with me and hate me. Because this past few days, we have not been talking with each other even though we are in the same class. We are like totally stranger. This is like how we used to be, before we get to know each other.
All this while, I've tried my best to talk with her, but it felt akward. Evey time i looked at her, i wished i could stand in front of her, said that i'm seriously sorry and i want to hug her really tight, but i know that i don't have the gut to do that. I miss her alots and those times when i'm still close with her. Its too late to regret for what that already happened. Right now, the only things that i could do is to pray god for her safety and hope what ever she do will be better.
This post i just want to let out my feelings. And gf, i know that you totally hate me and i know that you won't lose anything if our friendship break, but no matter what, i still treat you as my friend even though u hate me alot. Thanks for all those times when we used to spent time together. I really enjoys going out with you. Hope you will happy with your life. Tc and Goodbye '_____'
Labels: Frenzship that will never be build up again.
Went to Plaza Sing
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Hey peeps.! Sori i've to delete previous post. Don't know wats wrong wif my post. So yah, sori aites.! Aniwae, yesterdae didn't attend to skool as there is performance abt Chinese new year and oso going out wif Bby, Hafiz, Sis and Fie to Ps to mit uf wif Irfan. So yah, lazy to attend. Sori aites Yanny and Ika.!Even though i didn't went to skool, but i still waked up early cose dad waked me up.! Aiyak.! Dad thought dat i would be going to skool.! Aiyayya.! Text wif Bby for a while. Den get showered and prepared. Mit Bby and Hafiz at my void deck ard 8.3oam. Walked all the wae to Punggol interchanged. Took train and went to Plaza Sing. Shld mit up wif Irfan at 9am, but we were late by 30 mins. So yah, walked at Plaza sing until 11 plus. Mit up wif Sis, Fie and Irfan. Accompany Sis , Fie and Hafiz to starhub cose they wanna sing up for a line. So yah, waited till 3.45pm.
Had our Breakfast+ lunch at Burger King except for Irfan cose he nid to mit his frenz. After that we make a moved. Went separately wif my Sis and Fie. Me, Bby and Hafiz went bck to Punggol. Took train and something happen btw me and Bby. Fought wif Bby over a small thing. Hahahx.! But end up we okey.
Reached Punggol ard 4 plus, took 136 went bck to Sengkang. Hafiz went back home while me followed Bby to his crib. Me and Bby slept till 8. Waked Bby up, he had his showered den we went to RM. Bby treat me Chendol and i can't remember wat Bby get for himself. So yah, after that Bby bought for Mama Ice Kachang. Went to Bby crib for a while, gave Mama her Ice kachang den we went to Punggol. Went to econ for a while and i saw someone. haish.! Nvm abt her. Bought drinks, den went to pondok. Slacked wif Bby while waiting Sis and Fie came. Ard 10, dey reached at the pondok. Slacked for a while den we went home.
Reached home ard 10.30pm. Refresh myself up, text wif bby for a while, den both ouf us went to Lalala Land. Hahax.! Okey, i tink thats enough of my post aites.! Will update more.. Muackies2!
6 mths annivesary!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
10-February-2010
"Happy anniversary 6mths syg...sorie tkde benda utk b..i harap kte bleh uat our relationship more strong..i reali2 luv u syg..my love toward u will nvr changed my dear. Once again HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!! lUV U ALOTS.."
6 months annivesary wif my BbyLove, Aur.!!!
"Happy anniversary 6mths syg...sorie tkde benda utk b..i harap kte bleh uat our relationship more strong..i reali2 luv u syg..my love toward u will nvr changed my dear. Once again HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!! lUV U ALOTS.."
-Aur
"Hubby!! Sori late wishes. I just waked up. Sori aites dear. Aniwae, HAPPY 6 MONTHS ANNIVESARY!!! WOW, time past reali fast rite my dear? We have been together for abt half a year..
Dear almost everydae, u will alwaes b inside my mind.. Even though we had alots of arguments, my luv towards u will never fade. I luv u dear!!
Once again, happy 6 mths anniversary!! Oh yah, hope u will get well soon k b!!'
-Abby
Hahahx.! Swit rite my hubby send me dis kind of msg.! Aww.. Thx dear! Nvm abt the pwesent cose the dae before u dah belanja i mkn pizza wif your famili. Eventhough wif your famili, i still appreciate what u did my dear. So yah. Thx bhy.!! Ouh yah, sori dat i wished our annivesary late! Dah tertido ah! Btw, jgn lupa mkn obat tau b! T pening tak hilang2.! *hahahx*
Labels: I love u so much bbylove..
Saturday, February 6, 2010
TUESDAY, 2 JANUARY 2010
After skool, quicky went home cose i nid to follow Bby and Aidil to Lavender. Reached home, quickly had my showered and prepared. Took 83 and bus down to his place. Reached his void deck, saw Aidil. Waited for Bby for abt 10 mins. Den proceed to bus stop. Took 88 and alight at White Sand. Took trained to Lavender. Accompanied Aidil, redo his Ic since he lost it abt a year ago. After that, went to Beach Road hawker center. Had our lunch. Den cab to Geylang. Somethinh happen, don't wanna elaborate it. Bby bought iphone. Jeles sey.! Nvm, den cab down to Hougang. Ard 6 plus, Aidil maked a moved. Me and Bby took 82, and alight at his placed. Slacked at his crib for a while. Help bby wif his Iphone. Ard 9 plus, maked a moved. As usual, Bby sent me home. Thx dear.!
MONDAY, 1 FEBRUARY 2010
Went to skool wif a sleepy eyes. Had my lesson as usual. While having my maths lesson, Bby text-ed me saying dat he wanna watch movie wif me and Aidil, since on dat dae he got his pay. So yah, after skool, went back wif my Moyang. Reached home, had a quick nap for a while. Ard 4 plus, bby called me up and asked to mit him at hougang. So yah, had my showered and get prepared. Took 62, and bus down to Hougang. Waited for him at the main entrance of Hougang Mall for abt 45 mins. Aiseyman.! After Bby arrived, bought ciggy den proceed to Aidil crib. Waited for him to get prepared. Abt 15 mins of waiting, den we proceed back to Hougang Mall. Bby Bought for Mama Hp, since Mama didn't have ani Hp. After that, took cab and went to Tamp Mall. Reached Tamp mall ard 7 plus. Bought 'SANTAU' ticket at 9.20pm. Since we got a lots of times, window shopping wif Aidil and Bby. Had our Lunch+ Dinner at Food Culture. Den had asap for awhile. Ard 9, we maked a moved. Back to Tamp mall. Bby bought wallet for himself since he didn't have ani wallet. At 9.15pm, bought popcorn and drinks. Watched the show till 10.45pm. Quickly took cab since mummy said dat i nid to reach home before 11.30pm. So yah, Bby and Aidil send me home. Reached home ard 11 pm. Text wif bby for a while. Thx aites dear for the outing todae.! Luv u so much Dear.! Muackies3!!! *sori there is no picture on dat dae, had so much fun until i forget to take pictures.!*
SUNDAY, 31 JANUARY 2010
Once again, waked up suer duper early. Ard 6 plus, waked up. Get prepared ard 7 plus. Mit bby at his crib ard 7.45am. On dat dae, bby totally look SUPER DUPER HOT.!!! Cair sey.!! Hahahx.! But den, pagi2 buta, Bby not in the mood. Aiyomak.! Tried to cheer him up. Den proceed to Anchorvale Cc. Reached there, me and Bby went to our separates waes. He buzy wif his own things and i'm buzy wif my own things but somehow, we will alwaes get to be together. Hahax.! I loike.!. Help Kak Farah but i still got the chance to see the dikir competition.! Huahuak.!
Had so much fun wif dem. Hahahx.! Get to noe a lots of peoples. The show end at 10 plus. After the show, tlg kemas2 kan barang. Before going home, had argument wif Bby. Ard 11 plus, went back wif Nadiah. Took cab since both of us stayed at Punggol. She alight me at my Bus stop. Thx aites Nadiah.! Reached home. Washed up den off to lalala land.
SATURDAY, 30 JANUARY 2010
On that dae, went out wif Bby, Nurul, Fahmi, Ajib, Aji, Taufiq and Bah( dunno how to spell your name Sori aites.!) to Sentosa, Cose there is event of Beach Ball. So yah, Waked up at 6am. Get showered and make-up done. Cab down to Bby place since Bhy said dat we oredi late. Reached his crib, waited for abt 10 mins since Aji getting prepared. Maked a moved, waited for Fahmi near playground, proceed to Ajib blk den to Compass. Mit Taufiq and Nurul (Fahmi Gf). At first Nurul didn't recognised me. She thought Bhy bring other girl. Aiyak.! hahahx.!
Trained downed to Harbourfront. Den to Sentosa. Mit Nadiah at the place since her skool is the one who organized this event. Watched Bby played soccer. Okey, cute sey.! hahahx.! Ard 4 plus, maked a moved. Trained down to Sengkang den to Achorvale Cc. Help Tanjak wif their showed on 31 January. Reached there, help them wif the stage. Okey, first time dat i had conversation wif Amirul. If not, he will just keep his mouth shut. Hahahx.! Help them till 10. Went back wif Bby. Took bus and alight at my place. Bby send me home. Thx dear.! Muack2.! Reached home, there is no one. Aiyomak.! Text wif bby for a while, den i off to lalala land..! Hehhe!
FRIDAY, 29 January 2010
On dat particular day, i didn't went to school. In the morning criously i had a bad cramp. Told Daddy dat i didn't want to go to skool. So yah, dad gave me his permission.! Yippiy! Ard 12, waked up. Text Ifah for awhile, den get prepared. Had my showered and make-up done. Went out ard 12.40. And i were super later. I shld mit Ifah outside skool at 12.30. Sori aites. Quickly mit her at prime Bus stop. Took bas 3 and bus down to West plaza. Bought Hot dog, den proceed to Ifah crib. Help her wif the food and stuff.
Ard 3 plus, we maked a moved. Took cab, fetched Irah at her crib den to Pasir ris Park. No one have arrived, so yah. Me, Ifah, Irah, Ifah mom and Indra set up the place. Ard 4 plus, Raf came. Get prepared the food and stuff. As the time passed, more peoples comes. Can't remember their name, but most of it Amirul frenz. Cut the cake ard 10.30pm.
Ard 11, maked a moved since daddy oredi text me where am i and oso Bby mad at me cose i promised him dat i will be back ard 10, but at 11, i'm still at the pit. Sori aites Bhy.! Yanny Dad sent me and Raf home. Thx Pakcik.! Anyway, thx for those who comes to the Birthday pit.! Thx alots.! And to Irah, hope eu had fun on dat dae. Sori dat i have to make a moved early. Don't b sad aites bby.! Luv eu Irah.! Oh yah, HAPPY SWEET 16 BBY IRAH!!!!
After skool, quicky went home cose i nid to follow Bby and Aidil to Lavender. Reached home, quickly had my showered and prepared. Took 83 and bus down to his place. Reached his void deck, saw Aidil. Waited for Bby for abt 10 mins. Den proceed to bus stop. Took 88 and alight at White Sand. Took trained to Lavender. Accompanied Aidil, redo his Ic since he lost it abt a year ago. After that, went to Beach Road hawker center. Had our lunch. Den cab to Geylang. Somethinh happen, don't wanna elaborate it. Bby bought iphone. Jeles sey.! Nvm, den cab down to Hougang. Ard 6 plus, Aidil maked a moved. Me and Bby took 82, and alight at his placed. Slacked at his crib for a while. Help bby wif his Iphone. Ard 9 plus, maked a moved. As usual, Bby sent me home. Thx dear.!
MONDAY, 1 FEBRUARY 2010
Went to skool wif a sleepy eyes. Had my lesson as usual. While having my maths lesson, Bby text-ed me saying dat he wanna watch movie wif me and Aidil, since on dat dae he got his pay. So yah, after skool, went back wif my Moyang. Reached home, had a quick nap for a while. Ard 4 plus, bby called me up and asked to mit him at hougang. So yah, had my showered and get prepared. Took 62, and bus down to Hougang. Waited for him at the main entrance of Hougang Mall for abt 45 mins. Aiseyman.! After Bby arrived, bought ciggy den proceed to Aidil crib. Waited for him to get prepared. Abt 15 mins of waiting, den we proceed back to Hougang Mall. Bby Bought for Mama Hp, since Mama didn't have ani Hp. After that, took cab and went to Tamp Mall. Reached Tamp mall ard 7 plus. Bought 'SANTAU' ticket at 9.20pm. Since we got a lots of times, window shopping wif Aidil and Bby. Had our Lunch+ Dinner at Food Culture. Den had asap for awhile. Ard 9, we maked a moved. Back to Tamp mall. Bby bought wallet for himself since he didn't have ani wallet. At 9.15pm, bought popcorn and drinks. Watched the show till 10.45pm. Quickly took cab since mummy said dat i nid to reach home before 11.30pm. So yah, Bby and Aidil send me home. Reached home ard 11 pm. Text wif bby for a while. Thx aites dear for the outing todae.! Luv u so much Dear.! Muackies3!!! *sori there is no picture on dat dae, had so much fun until i forget to take pictures.!*SUNDAY, 31 JANUARY 2010
Once again, waked up suer duper early. Ard 6 plus, waked up. Get prepared ard 7 plus. Mit bby at his crib ard 7.45am. On dat dae, bby totally look SUPER DUPER HOT.!!! Cair sey.!! Hahahx.! But den, pagi2 buta, Bby not in the mood. Aiyomak.! Tried to cheer him up. Den proceed to Anchorvale Cc. Reached there, me and Bby went to our separates waes. He buzy wif his own things and i'm buzy wif my own things but somehow, we will alwaes get to be together. Hahax.! I loike.!. Help Kak Farah but i still got the chance to see the dikir competition.! Huahuak.!
Had so much fun wif dem. Hahahx.! Get to noe a lots of peoples. The show end at 10 plus. After the show, tlg kemas2 kan barang. Before going home, had argument wif Bby. Ard 11 plus, went back wif Nadiah. Took cab since both of us stayed at Punggol. She alight me at my Bus stop. Thx aites Nadiah.! Reached home. Washed up den off to lalala land.SATURDAY, 30 JANUARY 2010
On that dae, went out wif Bby, Nurul, Fahmi, Ajib, Aji, Taufiq and Bah( dunno how to spell your name Sori aites.!) to Sentosa, Cose there is event of Beach Ball. So yah, Waked up at 6am. Get showered and make-up done. Cab down to Bby place since Bhy said dat we oredi late. Reached his crib, waited for abt 10 mins since Aji getting prepared. Maked a moved, waited for Fahmi near playground, proceed to Ajib blk den to Compass. Mit Taufiq and Nurul (Fahmi Gf). At first Nurul didn't recognised me. She thought Bhy bring other girl. Aiyak.! hahahx.!
Trained downed to Harbourfront. Den to Sentosa. Mit Nadiah at the place since her skool is the one who organized this event. Watched Bby played soccer. Okey, cute sey.! hahahx.! Ard 4 plus, maked a moved. Trained down to Sengkang den to Achorvale Cc. Help Tanjak wif their showed on 31 January. Reached there, help them wif the stage. Okey, first time dat i had conversation wif Amirul. If not, he will just keep his mouth shut. Hahahx.! Help them till 10. Went back wif Bby. Took bus and alight at my place. Bby send me home. Thx dear.! Muack2.! Reached home, there is no one. Aiyomak.! Text wif bby for a while, den i off to lalala land..! Hehhe!
FRIDAY, 29 January 2010
On dat particular day, i didn't went to school. In the morning criously i had a bad cramp. Told Daddy dat i didn't want to go to skool. So yah, dad gave me his permission.! Yippiy! Ard 12, waked up. Text Ifah for awhile, den get prepared. Had my showered and make-up done. Went out ard 12.40. And i were super later. I shld mit Ifah outside skool at 12.30. Sori aites. Quickly mit her at prime Bus stop. Took bas 3 and bus down to West plaza. Bought Hot dog, den proceed to Ifah crib. Help her wif the food and stuff.
Ard 3 plus, we maked a moved. Took cab, fetched Irah at her crib den to Pasir ris Park. No one have arrived, so yah. Me, Ifah, Irah, Ifah mom and Indra set up the place. Ard 4 plus, Raf came. Get prepared the food and stuff. As the time passed, more peoples comes. Can't remember their name, but most of it Amirul frenz. Cut the cake ard 10.30pm. 
Ard 11, maked a moved since daddy oredi text me where am i and oso Bby mad at me cose i promised him dat i will be back ard 10, but at 11, i'm still at the pit. Sori aites Bhy.! Yanny Dad sent me and Raf home. Thx Pakcik.! Anyway, thx for those who comes to the Birthday pit.! Thx alots.! And to Irah, hope eu had fun on dat dae. Sori dat i have to make a moved early. Don't b sad aites bby.! Luv eu Irah.! Oh yah, HAPPY SWEET 16 BBY IRAH!!!!