B, i know things have change between us. We are not like we used too and i'm not sure what is the cause of it. This past few days, you make me feel like shit. I just feel that you treat me as a friend, not a GIRLFRIEND/SPECIAL SOMEONE. The way we contact with each other is totally different. I've been trying my best to keep away my tears. Cause i assume that you're tired, and you need some space for your own self. But than, after what you did to me for today, i really can't control my emotion. I burst my tears. You totally ditch me a side and you care more about your friends.
B, whats wrong with you? If you don't feel the love anymore, just tell me the truth. I can't bear with all this emo shit. Or if you really have someone else beside me, just let go of me. Maybe, your love has fade away. Nothing i could do to gain back your love. I guess, it's already a sign for us to go with our own separate ways.
Typing all this, make me cry, and i'm crying like hell right now. Even though my friends did cheer me up, but nothing gonna make me feel better. What you did to me seriously hurts alot. None of the words could describe on how dissapointed am i towards you. Your attitude seriously change. B, no matter what, i still love you. My love will always be the same. B, if one day we should go with our own separate ways, and you find a girl to replace me. All i wanna said, thanks for giving me a opportunity to be your special girl. To let me enter in your life and also thanks for making me closer with your family.
I'm not gonna forget about that. You were the best guy that happen in my life. You show me all the goods and bads in relationship. You taught me on how to stay strong in every argument in relationship. And one last thing, you change me to be a better person. Thanks for everything dear. No one could replace you. You mean a lots to me. Even if one day, i happen to have someone else, but that doesn't mean, he could replace you. I will always remember you b.
