First of all, i will like to wish a Merry Christmas to those who celebrating it. :D
My life seems to be fuck up for this month. Like seriously. My GPA is only 1.9. How am i suppose to enter Higher Nitec with this kind of GPA. I've maked a mistake, by doing badly for my mid-term examination. I didn't do well for it, and that's the reason why, my overall GPA drop a lots. Hmm, no point of me want to regret of it. Everything already happened. And now, my dad didn't wanna talk to me. I know, it's my fault, but dad, i still need you to help me to overcome this situation dad. I still need you. It's been 2 days dad didn't even want to talk to me and also it's been 2 days i'm sick. And it's getting worst. I didn't have appetite to eat anything. I guess, i'm too stress till i fall sick.
Now, i'm not sure if i should just apply for Higher Nitec or should i just apply for Nitec. Taking back for the 2nd time for Nitec. I'm not sure. Oh gosh! I need someone right now. BF seem to be fuck up this days. He's not there with me when i need him. He MIA from me. Fuck you B! But it's okay, as long as my mum and my sis is there for me. Mum and Sis that try to console me and take care of me for the past 2 days. Ya allah, hamba mu ini bergitu lemah untuk menghadapi cobaan yang anda berikan. :'(
